Songs to make you cry

Here are the Top of the Blubs

  1. Brian Kennedy – Captured
  2. Jade – Fly on Strangewings
  3. Van Morrison – Coney Island
  4. Joni Mitchell – A Case of You
  5. Clifford T Ward – Home Thoughts from Abroad
  6. Tracy Chapman – Fast Car
  7. Tom Baxter – Almost There
  8. Wendy & Lisa – The Life
  9. Tracey Thorn – By Piccadilly Station I sat down and Wept
  10. Indigo Girls – History of Us
  11. Simply Red – Maybe Someday
  12. Mount Desolation – Coming Home
  13. Amy Macdonald – What Happiness Means to Me
  14. Olafur Arnalds – 3055
  15. A Certain Ratio – The Big E (I won’t stop loving you)
  16. Bob Dylan – Workingman Blues #2
  17. Cat Stevens – Lilywhite
  18. Cathy Burton – Hollow
  19. Clare Maguire – Hope there’s someone
  20. Damien Rice – Cold Water
  21. Five for Fighting – 100 Years
  22. Fleetwood Mac – Landslide
  23. Gerry & the Pacemakers – You’ll never walk alone
  24. Horse – Careful
  25. Leon Russell – A Song for You
  26. Level 42 – It’s Over (remix)
  27. Mike Scott – What do you want me to do
  28. Renaissance – Northern Lights
  29. Shelagh McDonald – Stargazer
  30. Something Corporate – Konstantine
  31. The Fat Lady Sings – Arclight
  32. The Hollies – He ain’t heavy
  33. The Psychedelic Furs – The Ghost in You
  34. Guillemots – We’re Here
  35. Willie Nelson – you were always on my mind

Nick Clegg recently admitted that he sometimes cried when listening to certain pieces of music. In the same interview he also said that he didn’t want to become a ‘human punchbag’ for the Coalition Government. It is not recorded whether the two things are connected. As someone who is urging us to put on a brave face as his Government do a ‘repair job’ on the economy, I would ask which of his two faces should we emulate? Anyway, as CS Lewis put it, we are sometimes ‘surprised by joy’ in our everyday lives and this can include music, inducing tears and other forms of emotion. An experience triggered by strong memories, the loss of a loved one, the start or end of a relationship or by just experiencing the wonders of nature on a beautiful Spring day whilst listening on an iPod. For the first time, Nick set me to thinking. Which songs have moved me to tears of exhilaration as well of sadness? Tear smudged and peppered with sparkles of happiness they follow below:

  1.  Brian Kennedy – the most beautiful male voice in the world kills you in the last refrain
  2. Jade – for a moment in the Sixties everything was possible..
  3. Van Morrison – ‘Why can’t it be like this all the time?’
  4. Joni Mitchell – Joni the woman sings Joni the girl. The insight of age tugs at you.
  5. Clifford T Ward – a small death abroad, Keats, Browning and other romantic poets..
  6. Tracy Chapman – We’ve all driven a fast car and left people behind.
  7. Tom Baxter – A relationship that didn’t quite make it. Exquisite.
  8. Wendy & Lisa – Not just any life, the Life.
  9. Tracey Thorn – The saddest voice in the world singing about crying. Perfect.
  10. Indigo Girls – Don’t listen to this alone. The references to Paris will pierce your soul.
  11. Simply Red – Mick Hucknall knew how to manipulate your heartstrings. On this he means it.
  12. Mount Desolation – Keane with emotion. Come home.
  13. Amy Macdonald – Happy and sad all at the same time.
  14. Olafur Arnalds – The sole instrumental. You’ll understand why it’s here.
  15. A Certain Ratio – Manchester in the rain. You won’t stop loving this.
  16. Bob Dylan – A hymn – or an elegy to the working man?
  17. Cat Stevens – Once we were all lilywhite..
  18. Cathy Burton – One of the saddest post-breakup songs ever – and she’s from Littlehampton, the other LA.
  19. Clare Maguire – sings Anthony Johnson in a style so intimate and sad you can hear her crying inside.
  20. Damien Rice – As cold as it gets. The strings alone will destroy you, even before the ‘If I lost you’ refrain and the eery reverse vocals.
  21. Five for Fighting – a commentary on getting old. ‘Fifty, there’s still time for you.’ Phew.
  22. Fleetwood Mac – On the impossibility of rebuilding lives and relationships. Stevie Nicks should know.
  23. Gerry & the Pacemakers – It’s a football thing…
  24. Horse – Unimaginably beautiful Scottish voice. She’s a secret few people know about. Never has being captured sounded more liberating.
  25. Leon Russell – four decades on, this gets me every time..
  26. Level 42 – Beautiful and unbearably melancholic lament to the end of a relationship.
  27. Mike Scott – Whispers ‘I’m listening’. Who to? God, of course.
  28. Renaissance – ‘The Northern Lights are in my heart and my mind, they guide me back to you..’ Beautiful song, beautifully sung by Annie Haslam.
  29. Shelagh McDonald – a choir of what sound like monks join in and create havoc with the emotions
  30. Something Corporate – 9 minutes of angst. By now you’ll be able to handle it..
  31. The Fat Lady Sings – ‘When you shine, you burn me down..’ The Irish always do this sort of thing best..
  32. The Hollies – Yes, it was used for a beer ad. No, Neil Diamond hasn’t written anything better.
  33. The Psychedelic Furs – There’s a ghost in all of us.
  34. Guillemots – Making the most of every day. We’re here. It’s as simple and as profound as that.
  35. Willie Nelson – Even when he’s happy, Willie still sounds sad. This song will finish you off.

Sad, yes, but all these songs are emotional in a good way. Keep your ‘kerchiefs handy, crack open a bottle of wine and enjoy the emotional slalem.

http://www.mediafire.com/?ayf3spnvm6nix51

The best undiscovered Indie love song ever?

ACR: Good Together 1989 - the album that contains 'The Big E (I won't stop loving you)'

When you’re sick and tired of everybody lying to you
you just want to walk away….. walk right into better days
if you can just stop wanting it….. it will come to you
I know you try….. but don’t try too hard
when I see you cry….. it breaks my heart

I won’t stop loving you….. I still believe in you
when everything goes wrong….. you think you’re on your own
I won’t stop loving you….. I won’t stop loving you

In these changing times….. you see yourself on the outside
it’s getting harder to find your way
you’re living in hope from day to day
if you can laugh in spite of it….. there’s nothing you can’t do
I know you try….. but don’t try too hard
when you lie to me….. you break my heart

I won’t stop loving you….. I still believe in you
when everything goes wrong….. you think you’re on your own
I won’t stop loving you….. I won’t stop loving you

You just can’t take it anymore….. and then again
A lost cause is the only one worth fighting for!

I won’t stop loving you….. I still believe in you
when everything goes wrong….. you think you’re on your own
I won’t stop loving you….. I won’t stop loving you

It’s 1989 and the Berlin Wall is falling, Chinese pro-democracy protestors are facing down tanks in Tiananmen Square and others are being eliminated. Soviet forces withdraw from Afghanistan.

The Exxon Valdez runs aground off Alaska spewing oil over the whole East Seaboard. The Ayatolla Khomeini dies after first imposing a Fatwah on Salman Rushdie. A ring around Neptune is discovered and the USA invades Panama.

A Certain Ratio - A Manchester band for our times - then and now

In Manchester, A Certain Ratio, a band managed by Factory’s Tony Wilson bringing sidewinding jazz, funk, soul and indie together in the same food mixer, signed with A&M Records in 1987 and two years later the experimental, daring and dangerous Good Together was released.

The album failed to produce a hit, and led to the band’s departure from the label. However, a song found its way onto it sung by Simon Topping (who would later stand in for Ian Curtis with Joy Division at a concert in Bury’s Derby Hall on April 8 1980 which ended in a riot a few weeks before Curtis’ suicide). Called The Big E (I won’t stop loving you) –  the song which is virtually impossible to find apart from on a few jealously guarded copies of the album, has continued to haunt people like me down the years.

The verse below is especially relevant to today’s situation. Poverty, hardship, world banking system collapse, corrupt politicians, earthquake and famine – and that’s just this week..

ACR state something that here at Powerchange we tend to subscribe to – namely that you can create your own state – and then declare your own state of independence – a republic called Happiness in the middle of the surrounding gloom:

In these changing times….. you see yourself on the outside
it’s getting harder to find your way
you’re living in hope from day to day
if you can laugh in spite of it….. there’s nothing you can’t do
I know you try….. but don’t try too hard
when you lie to me….. you break my heart

On the 22nd January I read Chris Salmon in the Guardian saying this, “ACR may be remembered as Factory Records slightly underachieving punk-funkers, but in this 1989 single they created one of the most gorgeous and touching Indie-pop love songs you’ll ever hear..”  It inspired me to write this post. The song also appears as the brilliant and inspiring swansong on my 17 song compilation – The Greatest Indie Love Songs of all Time (Vol 1).

I can only track down a 12″ single version of the song – but each tick, tock and zip reflects the many times that it has been played over the years. Is it the great undiscovered love song for our times? Judge for yourself.

http://www.mediafire.com/file/1kpsbbwi81kpcl9/A_Certain_Ratio_-The_Big_E__I_Wont_Stop_Loving_You_.zip

The 12" sleeve for ACR's 'The Big E'

The track was also released as a 12″ single and I have uploaded this slightly longer and less crackly version here:

http://www.mediafire.com/file/ntdhyounlmy/A1.

A Certain Ratio – The Big E (I won’t stop loving you).mp3